Going Dark; Not Sure I Have The Strength

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It has been a rough day today. I have been struggling with feelings of hopelessness and depression all day. Even though I recognize that I have a lot of positive things going on in my life right now, I still feel like I am struggling to just make it through each day. I struggle with simple things, like not making enough money to get a place of my own or to be able to buy a car so I can get around without having to ask to borrow my brother's car like a sixteen year old. I also continue to struggle with the fact that I have very few friends, and no time to go out and make any between work and school. Honestly I don't know why I am feeling this way because I have been doing pretty good emotionally for the last couple of days.