Right there with you Brother! I promise to keep the PMA as much as possible & have such a Great feeling that things will work out for us in the end...And our M's will start fresh the way God intended them to be.
Not sure if you read through my most recent riff in the Force, but I totally understand being in a "FUNK". I am trying my darndest to keep my PMA due to recent events yesterday, not just for myself, but for 2 wonderful kids who are just overwhelmed with what they had to see & go through yesterday.
I feel pretty darn good about the way I handled myself & could sit here & speculate all kinds of things after I walked away yesterday with my kids, but what purpose would it really serve. I want my W to come back more than anything & have truly already forgiven her, but I would be lying to you if I didn't tell you that my stomach is doing summersaults around my A$$.
Can't get the darn image out of my head, but I know that time & the Lord will heal mine & my children's pain.
Starsky & Denver told us that they live on a "HIGH" or some sort of "FOG" and really don't recognize anything going on around them or what they are doing. After yesterday the point was surely driven home.
