I have been pinteresting, which is making me get more into cooking and crafts again-- I forgot how easily it was to get lost in Hobby Lobby for hours...

And I was doing on online journal.. but have stopped for a few weeks... and I picked up a journal today, thinking the traditional style may be more for me...

I also want to get into swimming... our neighborhood pool is only open for a little longer... but perhaps I can find a place around town that has an indoor pool that could also be a big time grabber...

I also considered going to a deli to do my homework... get away from the house and out of the house so he doesn't know where I am... sometimes I just want to block his number...

Speaking of benefits things are going well for me in that area... my husband was very generous and gave me 12 months of his Post 9/11 GI Bill, which i can use to get my masters or go to Nursing school, so that was really considerate of him. He also is looking into my health options- thinking we can do a health care package for $400 a year and a decent dental package too... he has all these dreams of being debt free and having emergency funds and job searching and social security benefit applying... it should be flattering to me... but its kind of overshadowed by this other woman.... I know it causes more problems when I am bitchy and cause him stress... but sometimes I just want to push him away so this will be over... I know its better to act like things don't get to me... so I know i need to put my game face back on.. its just hard as hell sometimes.. as always thanks for listening ..

M-28
H-28
M-9 1/2 years
T- 12 years
PA- 01/02/12 (still going on)