As it's been a busy weekend, I haven't had time to update much... GAL in full effect, and for the most part it's been going very well.
I've felt a shift in my thinking over the last couple days... Not a seismic one, mind you, but its at least a bit easier to not get SO bent out of shape when W crosses my mind.
This weekend's "Hearsay" experience, knowing that if NOTHING else, her family knows that she's spending time with OM has put a little perspective on the situation and on how rapidly the odds are stacking against my favor...
But it's not a bad feeling... It's making it a little easier to keep focusing on the things I can actually control and stop spending time thinking about things I can't.
I do feel a little bit foolish around the friends and family who have pointed out W's actions... W's seeming disregard of subtlety in what she's doing... because I know that they see me still wanting to find a way to build a new relationship with W as insane... but I won't let that stop my personal progress either way.
Chatter, you said that the time to talk is over, but to remain a gentleman in this sitch... The gentleman part I'll have no problem with, but I still feel that laying it out there (the fact that I have knowledge of OM and can't continue to support her emotionally while he's in the picture) is the right thing to do.
