Tomorrow is a New Day

[hopefulinga]

Thanks, LA. I spoke my peace and let it go and that was the end of the conversation. He's still being a jerk. I sent him a text to see if he changed the network because I couldn't get my laptop to connect and I got a no response with an exclamation mark at the end.

It's funny he says I dump things on him. He never let me know that he had to work this weekend. In fact, we were supposed to do a BBQ. However, he obviously told the friend that worked with him yesterday. So part of the problem is that he doesn't communicate to me when he has to work. I honestly don't think he's ever told me that he had to work all weekend and this am is the first time he told me about the time crunch on the job.

I need to get him to open up to me a little bit more about what is going on so that we can work out schedules. Depending on the day, dinner is also not a good time. I think I get afraid to try to work on the difficult issues because I get met with a raised voice. He's also never told me about the BBQ competition he is going to on the 28th and 29th. I only know because it is on the back of a t-shirt. He makes plans and does not tell me until the last minute or if I happen to overhear him talking to someone else.

H used to pick up D16 every other Wednesday when I get a massage. He stopped and told me it is my responsibility to get her at the end of the day. If I wanted him to watch her during that time, I had to get the massage on the weekend.

I guess this is going to be one of those days that makes me question if trying to DB is worth it. I know it is to improve myself.