I'm still mad. H was away last weekend, working this weekend, away next weekend and away the 28th and 29th. I feel like I get taken for granted that I am here to take care of D16 while he does whatever he wants. Which triggers me to get angry and lash out at H with stupid stuff. I am trying not to do that today.

I took D16 to the farmers market with me yesterday and all she did was whine the whole time. This makes it hard for me to GAL and not worry about what H is doing. I can leave her alone for a short period of time but am not comfortable when she is asleep or for a long period of time.


M44 H57
D17 (special needs)
M 18 yrs
Bomb 7/2/12
Still living together