a funny story about the vulnerable feeling.. awhile back i bought a cool coffee table and picked it up in my car. i was having a tough day and got all vulnerable about the fact that i did not have anyone to help me get it in the house. i left it in the car all week till friends came over that weekend and they just laughed at me and asked why i did not call them sooner. it was truly that easy and i allowed myself to get all worked up over it. now i laugh about it and i hope that you will soon just laugh too about your late night escapade.
glad you had fun with Mr. S.. i think it could be quite healthy that feelings aren't rushing in so quickly after what you have been through.. to steal from cadet, time is your friend.
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Me(f): 51 W: 41 DP:8 M:3 T:10 "W not happy" 7/11 D final: 8/13
