Hi Brit, I hope you are at the beach right now sitting on a blanket
i must echo vera and NG, don't be hard on yourself. i relate i think because i am here in this country and i probably would have done the same thing. tried my two close friends first and then gone to H. He is the reason i came here and is the family i have here. and i guess that will always be the case as long as i stay here.
Your H was good to do what was right. you will always have that connection no matter what your legal status is.
love you brit.
TPS Me: 44 H: 42 M14 T17 S10 D7 10/10 H moves out after death of his father-same month 21/04/12 H is 'DONE' 04/05/12 OW/PA confirmed (rumors from 2010) July '14 H ends affair May '15 H moves back home