ms fierce is right, don't be so hard on yourself... and I like your H's response too and that he stood up for what he knew was the right thing to do.
i know that feeling about having no one to call and felt so so sad hearing that you are experiencing it, brit. it makes me feel so incredibly vulnerable too at times.
hope you have fun at the beach! i think it is great that you are aware of what my or may not be under your feelings for mr. strawberry and are sitting with them..
you are amazing, dear brit.
Me(f): 51 W: 41 DP:8 M:3 T:10 "W not happy" 7/11 D final: 8/13