Slightly hopeful optimist..

[Just A Guy]

Had a great nights sleep! Have a big day today at work so that will help keep my mind off my Sitch.

. W and I started planning out the house re arranging last night. I continue to hold onto hope that all these things mean that part of her is still thinking we can make it.

Today is the first time in 5 years I will not be at the family corn roast for her side of the family. Feels weird for me because I am so used to going together. But I view it in a posative light where maybe she will miss me being there.

Still replaying the phone conversation in my mind where she called me babe and honey again been a while since I heard those names for me.

Good things come to those who wait. And I am a patient son of a gun right now.