I think I see the picnic!

[2chiquitos]

It's interesting you put it that way, "they don't want us but.." I see what you're saying.

I'm going with the kids out of town tomorrow and will be back Sun. I continue to feel hurt tonite. I still see it as my way of accepting it's over.

I think I'm finally grieving the loss of the possibility of a future R. Although it brings me down, I think it's a part of the process of letting go (for me that is).

H wants me to call him throughout the day tomorrow to see how it's going. I will but not with the same interest as I did before. Before I did it as my 180 and maintaining constant contact with him to draw him back. Now it's so he can talk to the kids and know we are fine. This way he can go about his day without worrying about us.

Please pray for me. That I can continue to let go and let God take care of me, my kids, H and our sitch.