Tonight was painful to endure and I'm sure I broke a few rules along the way. Scrambling to put things back in order.
Well, he was late coming home as usual and work was the normal excuse. We went for dinner and drinks. H said he had to work and would not be able to the meet w/C tomorrow. He said he knew it was important but he had to work on a few projects. I told him that I would go anyway. Then he mentioned that he does not know why he continues to communicate w/OW. I told him our M can not continue if he continues the A. He told me how beautiful I was, etc..etc. and how he wishes he could ride off into the sunset on his bike. I told him he is an adult and if he felt like he wanted to take off for a ride then he should do it. He then preceded to say that he was concerned about what I thought and how I would react to him doing that. I told him that he should do things that made him happy b/c I will do things that made me happy as well. He then started saying that I would probably go looking for him or go to the OW house looking for him. (the nerve) I just flat out told him that I would probably go out and enjoy myself with my friends or dancing but I would not go looking for him or call him or text him nor go to the OW home. I said there are far too many people in this community that I can enjoy myself with than wasting my time on him and the OW. He blew it.Jumped out of the truck and started throwing up. Said he was sooo stressed over everything. He was so confused..etc. I let him be. Said a prayer over him and offered a cold compress. I did not know what else to do. I've never seen anything like this before in my life. He came into the house and went straight to the bathroom throwing up. I guess it was his nerves. I don't know if he is nervous about us (b/c I have been DB pretty well lately) or what. I feel bad for him and I know I'm a sucker for it. I know he is playing me. Any suggestions on what I did wrong? Did I do anything right?
