Thanks 25M for your thoughtful reply. I read this everyday. It helps.
My GAL includes an outdoor society & mountain club, grad school, a weekend dog -play group.... The marathon/ running is usually a solo activity. I really enjoy the peace and solitude running at night. My work days are chaotic and long - basically I'm a single parent and have a pretty stressful career ( not as stressful as my military / reserves career)
Thanks again. I've vowed not to back slide anymore. I have many things to be thankful for .... Time to focus on the Good in my life , glass is half full.
Additionally, I still have Hope!
Take care
P


(F.K.A. Broken422)

US 40's
M 17,T 19
2 BOYS 13,16
Divorced 4/2012
11/2011 W SAID SHE WANTS D

"When it is dark enough,you can see the stars"- Ralph Waldo Emerson