Ces67: I guess he feels that I might negatively react about his comments or silly jokes? He barely makes eye contact with me and when he does it's very brief...about me crying because I couldn't kiss him and tell him that I love him, I'm trying so hard to act as if I'm moving on without him and detaching that it kills me inside. I've been reading "Depression Fallout" and oh boy the symptoms and the stories hit me like a ton of bricks! I didn't even noticed he suffered from that and what I don't like about the book is that most couples actually divorced their spouses and that in some cases reconciliation takes very loooong time...