I think this is just part of me letting go. I've come to realize that I am powerless over him and our R. I've done everything I could do to work at it but there has been little to no change.

I want to include this. Only because it's in the back of my mind. I haven't acted on it nor mentioned anything to H about it...

He text me at 12:45am last friday. He was helping a friend DJ

H: I love i.
H. u
H. my children
H. don't ever forget that.

I just left it at that. Leaving it all in God's hands. Your will, your way.


M 42 H 39
T10 (-2yrs separation)
S8 D5
DD 7/30/11 (EA&PA)
Reconciled 6/2013
Separation in works 1/2017