Once again thank you to everyone who is offering there advice. I know no one has too so am very greatful to everyone who does add to my log.
Yea 19 years clean and sober. With that situation I was beat. Battered, couldn't do anymore then I let go. Asked for help. Found people like me and shared my experience and listened to theres.
I had to change to stay sober. Taking it a day at a time and remembering am powerless. I see the correlation.
I need guidance. Like me topic said I've done everything wrong and need help.
Kevin.
Me-38W-28. M-2 1/2. Together-7 years OM-14/4/12 Told M in trouble-17/4/12 BD-5/6/12 S-5/6/12 ProofOM-17/06/12 Start to change me-31/08/12 EA+PA-14/04/12-now