So after the bagel drop off this morning, I am back in NC mode again. The bagel drop off hasnt affected me like what other communications have in the past. Am I getting better at trying to detach if it doesnt affect me as it had in the past? Or, am I just realizing that I am the better option, my confidence is coming back and Im finally realizing that I will be ok in time? I dont know. But I like how I feel today. Im excited that I am going to be with some amazing people tonight. Although I wish my X was with us tonight, Im not going to let it ruin my night. Im not worried about what they are doing. Hopefully that continues through the weekend as well. I have time one my side. And in that time, Im going to continue to be the best that I can be. Happy Friday everyone.
M:43/ H:39 T:12/ M:9 S8, D15 M affair(one night): 2/09 M EA: 2/12-7/12 D:6/7/12 H: GF since 7/24/12
God,Family, and the Green Bay Packers. - Vince Lombardi
