Divorced #3

[Mrs D]

Happy Friday!! Today I woke up in an awesome mood. Its possible that I may be excited for this evening. Or maybe its because when I woke I felt of so much hope, and I truly believe I am going to be ok. I felt so strong and confident again this morning. I took my peanut to school, had the thought of driving past Xs house to see if she was there - AND DIDN'T! ! Instead I drove right past the subdivision and went to my appt in a neighboring town. Yay me! But. Once I got there, they gave me a car to troll around town in. I decided to go to Panera. Unfortunately I bought enough bagels for 6 people, and drove them to my Xs place of work. Yeah. Not so good because I broke NC. But heres the thing. I went into the shack where he works, and his two work buddies were in there as well. They were like hey, what are you doing here? X was on the phone and didnt realize I was there. So I put my finger to my lips shh. The two guys smiled. I walked up to X and handed him the bag. And hes like hey.. what are you doing here? Like I said I was handing him the bag at that point and hes like wow, what a nice surprise. You didnt have to do that. I just answered it wasnt a problem. I turned to leave and X is says why arent yiu at work? I told him my car was in the shop. He then asked where C was. I laughed and said it was friday, silly. Hes like oh yeah. I told him the different kind I bought, and told the guys that they could have some as well. X said laughed and said he might share... told them all to have a good day and left. As much as I know this is pursuing, and Im gonna get hit with 2×4s I think you call them ... I felt really good and confident doing it. It was something I would do every now and again when we were together. Im not looking at it as anything more than dropping food to friends. No expectations. And it was good.

Ok. Ready. Set. Go.... hit me...