Lol no. No wine. No beer. Nothing but a diet pepsi tonight. Maybe thats it since I normally drink diet mountain dew? Lol

No I just felt so bad for C. The tears. The emotion. I would like to say I cant imagine what hes going through, but I do. The only difference between this sitch and that sitch is that Im doing something about my life to make my kids life healthier. My Mom never did that for us. If anything, the path she took was very, very dark.

I didnt really expect a reply back from X. When he is with her, nothing else matters. Not even his son really. And Im sure thats why our son will open to me and not his Dad. I think everytime he calls to talk to dad, and dad doesnt answer or call back, C remembers. And when he is at his dads, he doesnt do alot of one on one. He watches tv or plays Xbox ....

Any hoo.... I really didnt cut NC today though cause that all was about our son, right?


M:43/ H:39
T:12/ M:9
S8, D15
M affair(one night): 2/09
M EA: 2/12-7/12
D:6/7/12
H: GF since 7/24/12

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