Still together but trying to save this

[PeteWyo]

We went to a MC tonight for the first time. It was your general get to understand the situation talk. The worst part was that the counseller asked her if she already had one foot out the door and she said yes. The MC said that it wouldn't work if she didn't at least want to try to work on the marriage. She said I am committed to counseling but I can't say I am committed to trying. She told the counsellor that the only reason she was there was not to hurt me. I don't have much fight left in me. I scrape the bottom of the barrel every morning to find a reason to fight. Why should I keep doing this to myself...