What a bizarre evening! Friend posts on Facebook she's going for drinks for her birthday so I decided to pop in for a drink. I sit down for a beer and notice there's loads of guys from my and W's old department there. Then she turned up looking really glamorous. Comes over and chats away to me and we're getting on fine, although she was complaining about stuff she can't deal with that i always sorted...then some mutual friends come in and join us. It's just like old times. Meanwhile, I'm going on a date tomorrow, she still hasn't told me where she lives. Then she starts talking work to our mutual friendsand I decided I've had enough and went back to my friends. So she's sat at the table next to me and we're both enjoying ourselves separated by 6 feet. Her group then got up and she waved me a cheery goodbye. Totally unreal. Still married, joint account and mortgage still in place. Together yet not. And I have no idea what I feel about it!
