Originally Posted By: Carnac
You know im in. And your right suppo I have been much more positive the last couple of weeks....and I like it. Stop praying for it to go away and start praying that you can learn what your supposed to, cause I really believe that until we learn whatever it is we're supposed to learn from this we're gonna be stuck.


Every morning, I still pray for strength to get me down this road to learn more about the reasons why I am the way I am. Still praying for patience as well because my mind wigs me out all the time - you all know that.. And its funny you say that you need to learn the reasons why we are where we are right now. I had that thought the other night that God brought us together, because he wants us to be a family. But maybe he took us apart for me to fix me. And maybe for X to realize what it was that he had and maybe appreciate me more? And the reason why this is what I think about him is because this girl hes seeing Ive heard is extremely jealous and possessive, insecure and just down right crazy in her relationships. I was the complete opposite and that could be what makes him realize what it was that he had?

IDK - another one of my brain storming nights that we both need to go through this for different reasons Im guessing.


M:43/ H:39
T:12/ M:9
S8, D15
M affair(one night): 2/09
M EA: 2/12-7/12
D:6/7/12
H: GF since 7/24/12

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