Thanks Sup. I know I need to forgive myself, and yes, I am hard on myself for the part I played in the mess. True, he did somethings in our marriage that he didnt want to take his part in - but since then he did try to change some things. Not all of them, but he did try. I still hadnt forgiven myself (obviously) so I pushed him away. Alot.
Im working on it. Trust me. Because like I said last night - I have to forgive myself. Otherwise, I will never truly love myself or another the CORRECT way.
M:43/ H:39 T:12/ M:9 S8, D15 M affair(one night): 2/09 M EA: 2/12-7/12 D:6/7/12 H: GF since 7/24/12
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