Background on that last text: I'm going up to Central Florida this weekend to hang with my family for a bit and do a couple fantasy football drafts. She previously told me she was going to the beach with her parents throughout the weekend. I didn't ask to see her at that time... but now she's reaching out.

I won't be driving up to C.FL, as I'm riding up there with my brother, sister-in-law, niece and puppy... So I'm kind of at their mercy when it comes to when we're leaving... Originally the plan was to leave C.FL on Sunday to try to beat the Labor Day traffic... I'm sure if I asked, they'd let me borrow the car for this...

However, Sunday will be pretty busy for me, at least in the morning... My fantasy draft starts at 10:00 am, and will probably go until about 2...

I know I want to have this conversation, and I don't think i'll ever feel "ready" to have it... but I'm not sure about if I should agree to this Sunday or not...

Unfortunately, It's my best option, as my car is on its last legs, and taking a trip up to Orlando some other time would be much tougher without having to rent a car...

Or I could just make her sweat it out a bit while I continue to prepare myself...

Starsky's post yesterday, about naval gazing v action taking is front of mind right now...