Yeah I remember you had posted that before. I just hate that some of my time is wasted thinking of them. Even when I am working hard, and bam - there they are. I just am frustrated with myself so much right now because I am the reason I am here. If I would have just taken care of my marriage, I wouldnt be worried about what they are doing. Grr... And this is the reason why I cannot forgive myself Carnac. I fault myself for ALL of this. Even though, yes he had a hand in it - I am the one that didnt take care of us in the end.


M:43/ H:39
T:12/ M:9
S8, D15
M affair(one night): 2/09
M EA: 2/12-7/12
D:6/7/12
H: GF since 7/24/12

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