Ok. Won't be responding to that... Thanks Denver and thanks for chiming in unbidden!
It's so hard not to mind-read here. My mind constantly wants to analyze and analyze and over-analyze every exchange we had...
Maybe journaling it will help... (I realize these are all rhetorical questions that have no answers, but putting them down might help me clear my mind)
Why is she so insistent that she not see me when she comes to pack her stuff? Is she afraid that the decisions she's made might not hold up if we're in the same room? Or can she not face me knowing that OM is in the picture?
What are these "Decisions" she's been making that she feels we should talk about? And why was she trying to talk about them NOW? During the middle of a work-day on a Thursday?
And what does "Wow. Yet Again" mean? This is the one I'm most spinning over... Is this a pattern with me that W sees, but I haven't? Is she commenting on how quickly I changed my mind from wanting to see her in person to agreeing that we'd talk "some other time"? Is the fact that she's showing some anger here a good sign or a bad one? Is this even anger? Or is it just helping her solidify these "decisions" she's making.
