I am proud of you! But the most important part of this entire journey, is that you feel PROUD of yourself!
If you decide going NC feels comfortable for you & is allowing you to get a hold on yourself, emotions, etc. Then by all means stick with it. If you feeldecidethat the desire to have contact with him on an occasional basis & it makes you feel good at that moments -- and more importantly, afterwards -- as well, then go for it.
Remember, it isn't about how he feels about things! It's about you & your well being.
Repeat after me:
I am a good person! I made mistaked in my M and R, and I accept full responsibility for my actions! I will continue to STAND for the healing of my M, and better myself during the process! I am a good person!
Peace out & God Speed to my Freshman Class! We WILL Prevail!
There . . . fixed it for you.
Never lead with your feelings, and don't FIGHT feelings with feelings. Pray, think, PLAN, and then execute your plan. It's okay to HAVE emotions and feelings . . . just don't make DECISIONS based upon them.
