Divorced #3

[Mrs D]

MrsD,

I am proud of you! But the most important part of this entire journey, is that you feel PROUD of yourself!

If going NC feels comfortable for you & is allowing you to get a hold on yourself, emotions, etc. Then by all means stick with it. If you feel the desire to have contact with him on an occasional basis & it makes you feel good at that moments as well, then go for it.

Remember, it isn't about how he feels about things! It's about you & your well being.

Repeat after me:

I am a good person!
I made mistaked in my M and R, and I accept full responsibility for my actions!
I will continue to STAND for the healing of my M, and better myself during the process!
I am a good person!

Peace out & God Speed to my Freshman Class! We WILL Prevail!

Still working on the good person thing. I PROMISE I will get there.

Honestly, I do like the occasional contact with him, but I also know that I need to keep my thoughts about it all when it happens focused on me. And what its doing to me. Because everyone knows how I feel on that little bit of kibble. So - I am doing the NC, but I still have to have some communication with him regarding our son. So, yeah. I just need to keep ME in check.