Thanks Arsene. I'm sure you know exactly how tough this all is!

The toughest part here, at least for me, is trying to make sure that I'm properly weighing out the actions and introspection. I need to make absolutely sure that i'm doing this, taking these actions, for ME, not to try to solicit an action from HER.

I'm definitely doing a good job in the "mulling it over" department, which is very good for me... a 180 that I've worked hard on... I'm normally one who wants to take immediate action, to fix whatever issue pops up in the shortest possible time, rarely giving it the proper amount of thought and consideration. I impulsively want to fix things and take control of situations in which I have very little, if any, actual control over...