Well you gave me a huge smile with your last line....i sure hope that Thursday is better, but....oh here I go again, im not expecting better, im expecting pull back...buyers remorse, whatever you want to call it I expect her to push me away hard for the next few days b/c we had a decent interaction.
Wholly Schnikey's!!! What do you mean Thursday "MAY" be better?? What do you mean you are expecting Push-Back/Buyer's Remorse???
You had Baby steps happen yesterday via the txt message exchanges between you and your W!!! Out-Fricken-Standing Marine! Take that, Soak that in, & use it to continue on through the day toward your PMA, so that THURSDAY will be out-fricken-standing!! Every time you want to start thinking about what could happen or what didn't happen, pull back & picture the things that happened in an absolute positive way.
Not sure if ya'll remember but: August 8th my W asked me if she could come over to house in the morning to see the kids off & wish them well on the first day of school. I stated in the txt back to her "That would be Fine". She showed up in driveway (in PJ's...LoL). It was also her B-Day, so I said Happy Birthday real quick in a pleasant tone, I made a few quick jokes about something which got her to laugh & smile (beautiful smile by the way). On that note, I immediately jumped in the truck & waited for her to finish saying bye to kids. No more/No less.
Point of the story is: I have had almost ZERO contact with her since that day. I hold onto that day in my head due to what I thought was amazing interaction (although brief) compared to the months previous. It brings a PMA & smile to my face each time I think about it.
So store last nights slightly flirtacious & positive humorous texting into your data bank & use that.