That is exactly what I did last night - I was so proud of myself. As I was walking out of the house I was thinking Carnac, Sup, KD, Bond, Starsky and Arsene are going to be so proud of me. I am SO super excited about your text message exchanges last night with your W!!! I think all in all, Wednesday was most awesome. Thursday can only be better.
MrsD,
I am proud of you! But the most important part of this entire journey, is that you feel PROUD of yourself!
If going NC feels comfortable for you & is allowing you to get a hold on yourself, emotions, etc. Then by all means stick with it. If you feel the desire to have contact with him on an occasional basis & it makes you feel good at that moments as well, then go for it.
Remember, it isn't about how he feels about things! It's about you & your well being.
Repeat after me:
I am a good person! I made mistaked in my M and R, and I accept full responsibility for my actions! I will continue to STAND for the healing of my M, and better myself during the process! I am a good person!
Peace out & God Speed to my Freshman Class! We WILL Prevail!
