You know that we are all here to support you, and part of that support will be positive motivation, while some of that support will be pumching in the balls when you lay down some counter-intuitive statements on your posts.
I expect all who read my posts to do the same for me as well! I am am in no way an expert in avenue of life, especially relationships. But I am very intuitive at reading between the lines on many many things. Just wish I could do it with myself more often...LoL
Now that you have journaled and recognized what needs to be done, the question that I and many others will propose is:
