Punkin, You are doing the right thing...praying for him. I know exactly how you feel. I worried myself sick when I actually saw him and the way he looked. God is the only one that can turn him around now.
We are suppose to get rain most of the weekend. I'm hoping to get some yard work done and maybe see what's playing at the movies if it does rain.
What color are you painting the house?
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.