Originally Posted By: zig
I was a little concerned that things were getting "too much" for you.

what made you feel that?

asking so that i can watch out for it when it comes up. was it because the release was so huge?


Yes.

It's not so much what you dug up. Rather, when work like this is done, my experience is normally there is someone around to help and guide the person doing the work. Because sometimes, it can just all dump out in an uncontrolled way and the person doing the work can panic.

So I WAS going to suggest you just let it go, for now. That you could always revisit it later once your other growth had really settled in. Thankfully, you've had a healthy reaction to it all, compartmentalizing it so that it can be looked at and worked on in "chunks" at a later date.

Originally Posted By: zig
so my life - i don't know about what it means to live this new life after so much growth and opening and release, that i don't know what i have yet. others may be able to see it but i can't see it so well. as i learn more about it, i'll know what i have more clearly.


As I always say, you can't unknow things. This work you have done could set you up to live a "bigger" life, only to hit roadblocks and have you shut down again, or even shut down more...

or...

your growth could pave the way to living a more genuine and authentic life which will provide you with new opportunity and growth to be the person you truly are, underneath all the reasons...

Grow at a pace that's comfortable for you. A little stress is a good thing, because it means that you are challenging yourself and have potential to grow more, in fantastic ways. cool