Journaling: Today is gonna be tough. H & OW are leaving for a trip after work tonight. The exact same trip H & I cancelled last summer because I was talking about leaving. I'd even bought myself a car...
I would never want him to miss out on another experience because of me, but it stings that he's going with her while he's still confused about his feelings for me...They discussed canceling when he started feeling confused but decided to go just the same.
I have to be strong and not message him today. To be happy for him, if he's happy.
I also realize that it's their first trip anywhere together - this could be good or bad. Because you get to learn things you didn't already know when you travel with someone. I think a trip within the first few months of dating should be a requirement of a relationship!
