I was a little concerned that things were getting "too much" for you.

what made you feel that?

asking so that i can watch out for it when it comes up. was it because the release was so huge?

thanks - i am determined to enjoy this break smile


It may take a while for you to realize how much you've truly grown over the last year...


it's like what i discovered yesterday - I didn't know what i had. i keep thinking the same thing about myself and my life - I can't see what i have because i don't know what i have because i don't know enough about what it is

just like the taxes - i knew that the numbers were right and calculated correctly, but because i didn't know how they really worked, i couldn't see what i had. as i learn more about how taxes work, i'll know more clearly what i have done

so my life - i don't know about what it means to live this new life after so much growth and opening and release, that i don't know what i have yet. others may be able to see it but i can't see it so well. as i learn more about it, i'll know what i have more clearly.

does that make sense - it's very hard for me to articulate this

me 46 H 38
M10yrs T 11
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BD ow 8/11
h filed 9/25/12


"if i could define enlightenment briefly, i would say it is the quiet acceptance of what is"