It was a perfectly fine conversation and I was a bit unsettled afterward. The distance. What's not there is bothersome. I need to have a mantra about that. Is it Adinva who reminds herself, "This is my new reality"? Just observe. It is what it is.
hey SD, yes I know that feeling well. i think your mantra is a good one. it is almost like we have to erase the past and think of it as starting over with someone new whom we know really, really well
Me(f): 51 W: 41 DP:8 M:3 T:10 "W not happy" 7/11 D final: 8/13
