Making it work, for me

[sweetbabyred]

rH, thank you for responding. It's nice to know that someone is reading my ramblings.

A moonlight kayak paddle event sounds interesting. I've never been on a kayak. I finally learned to swim this spring, so maybe I'll try that one of these days-before I was not to excited to be around water.

Last night H tm'd me to wish me a good night. He hasn't done that in awhile. I just wished him the same and hoped he got enough sleep. He responded back, but it didn't need a reply, so I didn't.

Today he called, asking if I had his SS card. I didn't think I did, but it was in my fire safe, along with our marriage documents. He needed them for his new job, so I scanned it and told him he could have the original the next time I saw him or I would keep it in the safe. I haven't heard back about that, but wasn't expecting to.

H sounded really sad on the phone. I asked him if he was ok, and he said he wasn't but that he'd get over it. He said that he still loved me and wished it was possible to fall back in love with me again. That's hard to hear, but I just said that I'd heard it was possible, so maybe it could happen. His response- I hope so...

I'm not going to think too much of it, as classes started today and I've got a ton of reading and group work to get started on. And I did get the almost full time gig I first interviewed for yesterday. It won't start until mid October, but it will eliminate a lot of my immediate financial concerns.

Sadly, I did find out that my cat is pre-diabetic and will need insulin shots, but I'll do whatever it takes, since she's my baby girl and has kept me company throughout all of this. I'll get everything tomorrow and figure out how to get over the thought of giving her shots.

Overall, it's been a very good day. I'm walking the steps of my path and I like where it's leading me. Tomorrow, and even later tonight, it might be a different story, but right now I'm happy.