Sup and MrsD: thanks for the kind words. Im glad you both think we'll make it because i'll be honest today's been a little tough. I keep thinking that abscence can make the heart grow fonder, but it can also make you forget about things as well. Im trying to have a good day and really can' worry about whether she's thinking of me or not.....who am I kidding I know she is b/c I saw that she checked our shared email adress today and went through some of the mail in there for her from people at our church so while it may not be good thoughts or vibes she's having, at the very least she has thought of me and I'll take that today b/c i've been thinking of her so someone better be thining of me.

Like I told MrsD the other day if I spend all my time thinking of her and she spends all her time thinking of her then who the heck is bothering to think about me. The point of that is I gotta spend my time thinking about me if she's gonna spend her time thinking about her, but at least for today i'll flip that a bit b/c I know ive been spending my time on her today, but at least I know she spent some time on me today as well....just hope it was good thoughts.


M:39 W:41
T:15 M:12
SS:16 S:11
WAW:6/15/12
JER. 29:11