Ok - so my next question is how do you mend a broken heart? Mine just feels so broken, and I feel like that is the reason why I continually make mistakes. I keep busy with my son, with friends, working out, taking walks, etc - but I still have that void of missing my hubs.
Time.
I have all the time in the world to fix me. To fix us. Just hurts knowing I am making the changes. And Im going to move forward in my life loving me. I just wish he was there to love me as well as I go through this all, you know? He wanted this before. He wanted to work with me. He doesnt anymore..
M:43/ H:39 T:12/ M:9 S8, D15 M affair(one night): 2/09 M EA: 2/12-7/12 D:6/7/12 H: GF since 7/24/12
God,Family, and the Green Bay Packers. - Vince Lombardi
