Wholly Cow Carnac! It's like we are living the same life & shadowing each other. You just summarized me and my W in that brief paragraph above.
Starsky,
Right there with you on the Moron part...Wish I was with you on the snapped into action right away...LoL
Of course I don't know 100% that A has happened or is happening, but I haven't pursued or investigated to find out...I am sure that if it is/has happened, that I was a major contributing factor to it. So I decided not to dwell on it & start making the changes that I need to in myself for the long haul, with the HOPE & FAITH that things would work out in the end.
Kind of like that "Stockdale Paradox" that Starsky eluded to in a previous post today.
Its funny reading both your posts, and thats how my life was - BUT I DID have the affair. It was the EA that killed our relationship. I WISH he would be reading my texts, tracking my GPS to see that he can trust me again. But I dont think he is. I know - Im focused on the Ex again Starsky. "Its only been 6 weeks. Its only been 6 weeks. Its only been 6 weeks. Fix yourself. Fix yourself. Fix yourself.. "
M:43/ H:39 T:12/ M:9 S8, D15 M affair(one night): 2/09 M EA: 2/12-7/12 D:6/7/12 H: GF since 7/24/12
God,Family, and the Green Bay Packers. - Vince Lombardi
