Amen doubleAA!! I see you growing each and everyday that I read your posts. I to have not seen my family in almost 2 weeks, but this is mainly due to me being on travel. I talk with my kids every night & keep thanking the Lord for that opportunity. And thanking him, knowing that I will have them at home with me by my side when I return from travel.
I have also been blessed with a sense of peace & steadfast mind through this entire ordeal, and although at the beginning I wanted it to just be over; I am not sure I would trade it in for anything. I see myself grow each and everyday & work on the internal issues that I have and have projected into my "M" that have contributed to the current downfall of our R.
Something that Starsky said to me toward the beginning of my posts was: "Just because you are Detaching and Letting go, doesn't mean you are giving up"!
It took me awhile for that to sink in, and it equated to a simple line "Let Go and Let God".
Keep fighting the good fight & God Speed to you Brother!
