Ok. This is where the 180 is so hard. I could not sleep last night very well thinking about this. If she wants passion and to be desired should I not show it to her now if that what she wrote on Monday? Is it possible for the 180 to be to much? I do not want to miss an opportunity but the hard part is knowing what the response will be. I said I love you to both the kids this morning before I left and then I told my wife have a great day. I fear she may be thinking I do not love her especially when one of her complaints is that I have treated the kids better than her. Crazy thoughts. It really is like walking on egg shells.
Since she seems to be fixated on me not having a local counselor I am going to ask her if there is someone she would recommend locally. Ideally she would have me see her counselor. We will see.
