it's hard vero - on special days - i felt the same after celebrating h's birthday last month at his parents house.

you did great - you really did.

and try to see how it was so nice that you had nice things with him today when it could have been nc or not so nice.

i think it's the energy in the air today - i had such a difficult day myself - and so many other here. i keep telling myself tomorrow is going to be so much better

so come visit us on the blanket and have a shot and we'll try to forget how crummy we feel, eh smile

big hug ((((( ))))))

zig

me 46 H 38
M10yrs T 11
S10
BD ow 8/11
h filed 9/25/12


"if i could define enlightenment briefly, i would say it is the quiet acceptance of what is"