That is a really good question, and one I don't know if I can fully answer.
The first thing I need to do is try my hardest to pick myself up and move on. I've been seeing a therapist for almost 2 years now and that is helping me, a lot.
All I know is I don't want this to hurt, and I want to be happy.
"Everyone you meet has baggage. Find someone who loves you enough to help you unpack." ¤Formerly DelinquentGurl¤