In my heart, I know one day we will be together again. Its the way he does look at me. Its the way that he hugs me. Carasses my back while in the embrace as he did last night. Its the fact that he knows, me being that close, that I will probably kiss his right side of his neck. Just a small peck. Ive done it the past three times we've embraced. Im sure he knows I will do it again if I am ever to embrace him again.
Sorry MrsD, but again, this kiss on his neck might be precieved very differently from his point of view. It might make him very uncomfortable and might even make him pull away. It's kind of what happened between me and W. At first there were these nice touchy moments, hugs, kisses on the neck, arm holding and then, I think she got scared and totally pulled back. I realised since that it was a form of pursuing. Now even hand touching when we exchange something is a bit weird.
You say he knows you'll do it again the next time you embrace. How would he feel if you didn't? I bet you that would make him wonder about what's on your mind. JMO
Yeah, I know its pursuing. But what if the hugs and that one small peck is what is bringing him back to let the one toe test the water? Maybe he wasn't testing yesterday, I do know that maybe he was really here to hang out with our son. But he literally lives 7 minutes away. What IF it was more?
I am treating it as if he was here for C. But. What if?
Havent spoke to him all day btw.
M:43/ H:39 T:12/ M:9 S8, D15 M affair(one night): 2/09 M EA: 2/12-7/12 D:6/7/12 H: GF since 7/24/12
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