I'm, doing OK RH. Feeling more confident about my sitch day by day. Not much to report as things are steady and we are in a bit of a holding pattern. Went to see Hope Springs yesterday. It hit a nerve. I am hoping H will make the move to reconcile and come good like the H in the movie, however according to DB coach that is highly unlikely, and given that he was never one to do it anyway, I may just have to accept that it will be left up to me.
In the mean time I'm prepared to give it a little more time. It may not be in the best spirit of DB'ing, but I want him to think long and hard about what he has done to me and our family and if he experiences at least a little discomfort because I'm not jumping into his arms yet, then so be it. On the other hand I could be reading things completely wrong. In the coming weeks I will decide if I am ready to make that Leap of Faith and tell him ..not ask him..that I am coming back to the bedroom. I will be scared to see his reaction, but this time he can move out if he is uncomfortable with the situation. I hope I can have no expectations.
