I actually agree with Advina. However in terms of the anger, I know from a guy's point of view, how you feel. I felt the EXACT things you did. And even though I denied I was angry, it took several posters here to point it out to me. When I was able to really get rid of it (or as much as I could), I started seeing things differently.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.