Understandable. it's up to you in the end what you decide to do. You're enjoying being validated, paid attention to, etc. In the end, if you get into another relationship it's going to end up the exact same way as your M. Once the "honeymoon high" wears off and you're stuck with the day to day interactions.
If you want a new R, then file for D. End it clean.
How long were you M'd again?
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
