Rick its funny the things we remember in our lives, I remember each day that my five girls were born in detail, I remember my weeding day and I also remember the day my divorce was final. You think we would try to forget that day and all the pain, but I see here on this board that its quite impossible. I do remember all of the wonderful meals you showed off, hopefully you can cook and take some pics of the stuff you make. Stay strong and believe me it will get better. Your journey is still ongoing my friend so stay the course. Take care Scott